Update

My HCG was 1489 yesterday, and my progesterone is 423. This is great news--the HCG level more than doubled in 48 hours, although it was a slow-riser last week. And the progesterone, well, it is still crazy-sky-high, but my doctor is happy about that.

I am still having some brown CM, some light cramping, and some mild-moderate backaches. All of this I have experienced in previous pregnancies, except for the CM...with my miscarriages, it was pink, and then red. So the brown is reassuring, if only slightly.

I humbly ask for your continued prayers. While these numbers do give me a bit of peace, I am still worried. I am trying to offer all of this to Our Mother and ask her to take care of it...but it is so difficult. Still, I am trying. And prayers help me most of all.

I have one more beta scheduled for tomorrow (I HATE the waiting game after these draws...it makes me absolutely bonkers!!!) and if that goes well, an ultrasound in two weeks. Right before my 26th birthday. Breeeeeathe.

Jesus, I trust in You!